Dr Jekyll, Mr. Hyde, deplorable, perverse, illicit and immoral. Brett you have a very low self-esteem about yourself and your life. How in the world did you come to these conclusions?” I sort of was taken a back, “Well, we all have the secret person that we hide away. Usually the only person who see’s it is our lovers. You know even Billy Joel sings about it in his song, ‘The Stranger in ourselves’ I’m a chameleon Chad. Is it okay if I call you by your first name? It would really help me if I felt like I was talking to one of my buddies.” Chad said, “Sure. Still it can’t be all that bad.” I chuckled and said, “Chad it’s bad really bad. Did you ever see the guy on TV? He’s handcuffed coming out of his house and underneath him on the screen is the scrolling news showing all the horrid things that he’s being accused of? Then all of the neighbors that are interviewed say ‘I can’t believe it he always seemed so nice. I can’t believe that they’re actually accusing him of all that stuff.’ Well, one day that is going to be me and what they’re saying about me is going to be true. Honestly Chad, how I’ve stayed out of jail is a god damned miracle. I seem to be on a spiraling path that’s leading downwards; that spiral is getting tighter and tighter the slope is a lot steeper now as the years have passed. I am about to land in the deepest parts of hell.” Chad looked at me and said, “Damn Brett jumping right into the deep end of the pool aren’t you. Brett, I think you have deeper problems than just cheating on your wife. Tell you what. You say all these problems happened after you were married or after you took on a mistress or mistresses why don’t we start right there. Right at the beginning of this spiraling pathway leading down to the preverbal gates of hell.” I tried to act cool sitting across from him but in reality, I was shaking like a Parkinson’s diseased Michael J. Fox on the inside, is that horrible? Ah well Fuck it, I said, “The beginning well okay. First thing you have to know is my wife is Thai and I met her here in La Jolla. We started dating and within a month she moved into my mansion and at six months we were in Vegas and we both just said, ‘fuck it’ and we went to one of those little chapels and got hitched. indian Now, I’ve got a very successful business and just before I met my wife I had put bids out on several hospital chains for their book of business. After we were married I hit the lottery and Kaiser Permanente came a knocking. I won the bid and my wife understood that returning to Thailand wasn’t in the cards for a while. She was great and understanding although because I was on the road so much she was racking up huge international phone bills calling her family all the time. So, I put out a few thousand dollars and bought computers for both of us and for her family back in Thailand. Skype came to the rescue. Free internet calling, video chatting the whole shebang. That’s how I finally met my step-daughter albeit online. I started helping her with her homework and taught her English and she taught me how to speak Thai. Now, during that same year or so, my wife’s parents were bouncing in and out of the hospital. Several months later is when they didn’t come out. Her eldest brother Skyped with her and told my wife that things were pretty grim with their parents and she should come back as soon as she could. Confident. My brother loomed over her as he stared at me. He grinned at me as indian he pushed the bitch's face nearer to my snatch. “We're going to hand out so much happiness today.” “Step forward and rest your arms on the arm of the chair.” Again I did as requested without hesitation. This job would keep me away, but for how long? “You like that, huh?” I groaned, wanting to move and yet enjoying the feel of her around me too much to do so. "Don't worry, blonde pussy. She was relieved to see that I was ok. Then she thanked Kim after I explained to her what happened. And that’s three out of ten with good grades. “They fit you,” I continued. Mr Chang took me to a seat between himself and Mr Nuwa. I saw it!